I wonder how many posts are apologies for gaps in posting?
I fail as a blogger. Seriously, I have not words to spare. I spend my days working in a job that I took in a town I don’t want to live in, being unmotivated as I sit through meetings wherein we are told there will be cuts… no mention of layoffs but y’know, the Governator just slashed the statewide budget, and that means a year from now….
There’s nothing more depressing than a dead end job than a dead end job PLUS a heartache. PLUS a town that’s so depressing it borders on the twilight-zonish. I go looking for book clubs, hiking groups, whatever meets my hobby list, and find… nothing. Oh, the Sierra Club, but I’m not so sure I like the politics of it, plus the local group appears to exist to recycle batteries and pick up highway trash. The group to the north and west of me, now, they go out camping and hiking.
Retail therapy dictated that I pick up a new camera, small and simple enough for backpacking. My current camera weighs about a pound and the lens cover sticks shut, resulting in random black boxes where there should be pictures. Also a 4GB memory card.
I think I have one beer left. Perhaps I can write, for a change. I’ve been listless and unmotivated for too long.
